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Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Flirting with Men: The Lesbian Loophole

When I was younger, I dated a lot of guys. In high school I tended toward a "3 month rule," ending most relationships before they had time to get remotely serious. In college I had longer, more fulfilling relationships with guys, but they, like the others, all eventually dissolved.

I came out at the end of college and stopped dating men. I do, however, still tend to flirt with them.

Why does this still happen?

Is it my naturally flirtatious personality? My love of attention? My enjoyment of all very personal, intensely private, and intimate details of other people's lives? An urge to fit into a heternormative lifestyle? Repression of my full lesbian identity?

I honestly don't know. It's likely a combination of all of these, or at least most of them. (Flirting is also a multifaceted term that I'll dissect a little bit later.)

More interesting are the reasons why I haven't given this habit up.

I have this theory that most (and I repeat, most. I'm making generalizations here, people) heterosexual men don't learn how to converse about feelings and emotions until they date their first serious girlfriend. I don't think our society encourages men to express most of their feelings, especially not with each other.

What I get the opportunity to do then, is talk about feelings and emotions with men on a platonic level. Being a lesbian removes me from having an agenda. I have no intention of dating the guy, I'm not looking for a one night stand, in fact, I've completely taken both romance and sex off the table. I'm not threatening to other women and I don't have ulterior motives.

In fact, I would argue that my relationships with men have gotten immensely better since I came out. Gone is that question of if there's something bigger going on between us. Gone are the awkward "are we on the same page" questions. I drop the "I have a girlfriend" line in the first five minutes of our conversation and all of a sudden I have simplified the equation. (This isn't to say that every guy I talk to is into me and that playing the Lesbian Card lets them down easy. This also eliminates their concern that I'm into them when they aren't into me.)

Awhile back, Madie wrote a blog about a court case in Iowa. In short, a man fired a woman for being too attractive, which for him equated to being too seductive. In order, he said, to continue being faithful to his wife, he had to end his professional relationship as a boss to an attractive woman, even though she maintains that she had no interest in him romantically. In essence, he didn't believe he could keep it in his pants with her around, despite her disinterest.

This case demonstrates a deep seeded belief in America that women and men can't be friends, especially if there's any attraction between them. There's too much chemistry, too much seduction, too many SEX THOUGHTS, the theory goes, for men and women to be in platonic relationship with one another.

This is such a detrimental line of thinking. I'm not trying to argue that all women and all men have to be friends, in fact I think there are some decent reasons some men and women are not always friends. But folks: we have so much to learn from each other. Listen, I might be a lesbian, but I have no idea what it's like to be a man. I don't even date them!

When I titled this blog, I used the word "flirting." I've always used the term to label my behavior when I'm asking men about their lives. A more fitting description? Confidently asking personal questions and sticking around to hear the answers. But I've always called it flirting because it seems so ingrained in our culture that men and women can't or wouldn't have a serious conversation about their personal lives without sexual chemistry.

Being a lesbian is a strange but real loophole in the old women-and-men-can't-be-friends way of thinking. Because I don't date men there is a removal of the possibility, the removal of an agenda. So I've managed to avoid the problem myself, but most men and women continue to face this challenge.


I don't get it - because when women (ok, women in my life anyway) hang out, most of what they do is talk about their feelings, their relationships, their ideas about life, etc. I do this with other women constantly, straight and queer alike, without having awkward confusion about if we're into each other. Why wouldn't women and men be able to converse together about these same things without these problems?

All of us, straight or queer, even those of us in relationships, interact often with people we find attractive. That's right, I said it: we - single and committed - are all wandering around the earth feeling attracted to people who aren't our significant others. And you know what those of us who are in monogamous relationships do about it? Well, hopefully, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

I know we all like to think that once we fall in love we stop being attracted to everyone else on the planet, but in my experience that's just not true. What's also not true is that if we are attracted to people we must follow our urges. In short, we can be attracted to people we choose not to be with.

There's a problem if we have to fire our employee simply because we're attracted to her or him. There's a problem if men and women can't be friends because they can't handle themselves to have a platonic relationship with someone to whom they may or may not be attracted.

As stated previously, I've mostly avoided this problem, what with my woman-loving and all. But my argument is that rather than denying and ignoring and even avoiding people to whom we feel attracted and possibly missing out on some fantastic friendships, we should learn how to manage sexual attraction in a way that allows us to be both a great friend and faithful to our partner. Self-control, rather than missing out on great friendships, is the key.

I'd love to hear your thoughts.

Love Always,
Kelsey

3 comments:

  1. Great post. Just curious: did you have a really close relationship with male family members growing up? Dad, brother, uncle, grandfather, etc.?

    I am a straight male and my lesbian niece and I have always been thick as thieves. From the time she was a preteen (and first shared with me her suspicion that she might be gay), she has always been very flirty with me. I never discouraged it, because I thought it was important for her to learn to navigate the sometimes murky waters of gender relations, to learn that she could and should feel safe with men, and to realize that despite people's outward differences (age, gender, sexual orientation, etc.) our inner lives are far more similar than many of us realize.

    My niece remains flirty with men, but it does cause her problems: her gay friends often question whether she is truly a les, and some straight males get the wrong idea and accuse her of being a tease or an attention wh*re. She is thin-skinned and gets easily hurt by this. I've tried to explain to her that she is fortunate to have grown up with a loving father, brother, uncle, grandfather, etc...that many young women (both straight and gay) miss out on that in their upbringing and consequently just don't "get" men. I am hoping she can navigate her 20s and the dating world without caving in to this social pressure that seems to tell her she can't have close, flirty, platonic relationships with men.

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    1. Thanks for your comment! My family is pretty close, and I have always had a great relationship with my father. I still don't know if I really "get" men, but I do tend to enjoy their company.

      I will say that on occasion I have gotten myself into trouble with straight men. I have dropped the "I'm a lesbian" line and assumed we had an understanding, only to find out that the line didn't deter them. Those occasions often leave me both flattered and frustrated. It's a delicate balance, one I'm still navigating.

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  2. I'm really tired of articles like this - especially when they contain half truths. Lesbians sleep with more men than straight women. A. Lot.More. That is a fact...if you knew as many as I have, including my gay sister, and had been virtually raised in the gay culture, you would see that lesbians are whores that continue to suck many cocks in their lives. Drink a lot and 'accidentally' sleep with men to avoid 'confusing' anyone of their sexuality, and also beat each other senselessly. End of story. #NoMoreLiesFromTheLezzos

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